Isaiah 1:18 “Come now, and let us reason together,” Says the Lord, “Though your sins are like scarlet, They shall be as white as snow; Though they are red like crimson, They shall be as wool.
One of the most amazing things about our God is that He is willing to forgive us no matter what we have done; the issue is not how much we have done wrong but whether we are willing to ask Him to forgive us!
We cannot shock God about anything we have done wrong or what we have not done right, we only get ourselves caught up in useless worry.
Giving up before you get going is not a good way to win a race of any kind. Giving up before asking God to forgive you is about as useless as not starting the race you want to win.