John 12:27 Now My soul is troubled, and what shall I say? ‘Father, save Me from this hour’? But for this purpose I came to this hour.
What do you think about on your birthday? Do you think about the horror of being another year older? Do you try and figure out what you have achieved so far?
Don’t let it get you down but rather realise it is God who has brought you this far and He is the one who has given you the opportunity you have today!
It may look scary or even grim, but unless you continue to walk with God and trust Him totally, you may not get to see just how marvellous the outcome can actually be!