Psalm 41:4 I said, “Lord, be merciful to me; Heal my soul, for I have sinned against You.”
The first step in getting to know Christ properly is to start being totally honest with Him; after all, He has been nothing but honest with you!
Don’t be worried about it taking so long before you got to be close to God, be glad of all you have been through on your journey.
You’ve though of others, God has thought of you.
You’ve looked out for others, God has you.
Then He strengthened you when you least expected it.
All because He loves you!